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👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶 Adrilio Bernard Prasidi Arlo mahluk penuh harapan yang lahir dari kehangatan dan keluar dengan kesejukan Kehadiranmu adalah hal yang pas dimana petang telah menunggu disaat mata sedang terjatuh lesu di antara dengung dan lagu Bebas, pipimu merah bertanda beratmu menguat saat kau tiba tangismu keras mengencang  gerakmu lincah tak beraturan Seketika saat bersiap tiba Kau mulai merasa, melihat dan mendengar Tak terputus angan dan kebingunganmu  sampai kau tau arah untuk dituju  👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶👶  Ananda  Maliq n D'Essentials Tangisan sambut kebahagiaan Lahir sang buah hati wujud cinta manusia Bersujud dalam pujian Hingga suatu hari dia akan berjalan Ke dunia dengan pilihannya Selamat datang sayang Di kehidup...

Yak, ini adalah film yang gw tonton kemarin, FILOSOFI KOPI . Dari judulnya aja, kita bisa tau kalo film ini temanya tentang kopi. Langsung aja gw cerita sinopsis nya gimana, ... Jadi, ada kedai kopi di Jakarta, namanya FILOSOFI KOPI . Kedai ini hasil investasi Jody, pemiliknya. Dibantu oleh 4 barista, nah salah 1 barista itu ada yang namanya Ben, si peracik kopi, intinya dia yang paling jago buat kopi. Jody sama Ben ini udah temenan sejak kecil, Ben diasuh sama bapaknya Jody. Ceritanya, bapaknya punya utang 800juta, dan berusaha mati-matian untuk melunasinya. Sampai harus gadai barang.  Nah, 2 sahabat ini sering banget berdebat soal kedai yang sebenarnya ramai pengunjung, karena waktu itu  ada yang ngomel kedainya ga ada wifi. Jody nyaranin ke Ben buat sediain wifi, supaya menaikan omset penjualan mereka. Tapi Ben nolak, karena menurut dia, kopi itu mengalahkan segalanya, termasuk wifi. Yang kedua, Jody mau kalo tiap istirahat makan siang, kedai tetap buka, tapi ...

Kata2 ini muncul ketika gw lagi sebel banget sama temen gw, karena hal sepele, karna dia labil... masalahnya adalah gw baru sadar kalo dia itu cuma temen dan knapa gw malah sakit hati ? sebenernya gw kesel karena dia itu ga bisa ambil keputusan , dan labil bikin orang jadi bingung... yang bikin gw sadar sih kata2 itu emang tepat banget buat dia karena gw temenan sama dia itu by accident . Maksudnya karena sesuatu dan terpaksa. 1) karena gw banyak sekelas sama dia 2) karena dia waktu itu punya masalah, gw dengerin 3) karena mungkin gw jadi pelarian *hahangertilahmaksudgw... Yang pertama, karena gw banyak sekelas sama dia. Ya, kita banyak sekelas dari semester 4. Karena itu kita jadi deket. Yang kedua, karena dia banyak cerita, ya , waktu itu dia punya lumayan banyak masalah dan gw dengerin, kebetulan apa yang dia rasain smuanya pernah gw rasain, jadi ya kadang apa2 di cerita sama gw, maybe. Yang ketiga, mungkin gw jadi pelarian, ya lu ngerti lah, kadang disaat kita lagi berantem sama g...

Merry Christmas ! Be blessed ! "May our heart fulfilled with joy and peace to receive the Savior, Jesus Christ... God bless you and family always, hope your days be merry and bright ..." Day by day, we struggle to find our happiness and peace in our lives. Sadness might come, we fall every time we want to get up. Sometimes its hard to find. Sometimes we lose our hope, give up, to reach what we need.  Sometimes we're not worthy to deserve what good for us, whatever the reasons, we must have felt that. Then, Jesus was born...it means that He offers us safety...but we often disobey the rules and leave the priority behind... and we blame on Him for what we done . So, He want us to make a change to be better, even that would be hard and need sacrifice. But we too scared about what people think later about us. I also have not made the change. We have to be ready and be brave to face all of the consequences. It's alright, as long we believe His love and  His ...

Tidak ada foto, tidak ada lagu, tidak ada material yang kusiapkan untuk mama. Mengapa ? Karena memang tidak ada ...bahkan ucapanpun tidak ada. Dimulai dari bangun pagi, aku memang tidak berniat untuk mengucapkan ' selamat hari ibu'... entah, mungkin aku memang tidak terbiasa, menurutku omongan hanya omong kosong. Lalu seiring berjalannya hari, di gereja, di mall, bersama keluarga lainnya, aku juga tidak berniat untuk mengucapkan. Sampai akhirnya di rumah, kita makin bersiap2 untuk merayakan hari natal, dengan sibuk menata rumah. Kita sambil mengobrol lepas, tidak ada beban, tertawa, seperti biasanya, tetapi lega ... Yah sampai malam tiba, dan bersiap buat tidur, dia berkata "terimakasih untuk hari ini"... Yup, aku mengerti apa yang dia maksud, dan aku mengerti pula apa yang kulakukan seharian, mudah...membuat dia senang hari itu saja sudah cukup, menemani dia, mendengarkan apa yg ia ceritakan... seperti kubilang, tanpa beban. Rasanya hari itu cuma kita be...

    Pada bagian file 2, akhirnya terkuak siapa yang membunuh beberapa anggota keluarga Ibu Wakamatsu, yaitu Bu Satake, dan saat ia mengakui kesalahannya, ia bilang begini "iya,aku anak ayah dari pernikahan pertamanya,awalnya aku bekerja di perusahaan ini karena menghancurkan perusahaan lelaki yang telah membuang ibuku. Tapi, kemudian aku tahu ayah sebenarnya hanya seorang pekerja keras yang kikuk dalam mengungkapkan kasih sayang. Aku tak tahu alasannya Ikuro membunuh ayah tapi, aku bisa mengerti, aku juga sangat membenci ayah sebelum memahami dirinya yang sebenarnya,..." ini sangat menyentuh dan sangat menyadarkanku. Aku telah membenci orang yang salah.

Stiap hari gw harua bergumul dengan penyakit gw ini. Setiap gw bangun,pasti ada rasa kawatir, takut, dll. Pokoknya ngrasa ga rileks .. Ditambah lagi stiap harinya ada aja bagian badab gw yang ngilu, kaya kepentok. Yang bikin gw tambah lemes aja dan hopeless, Dengan penyakit inipun, gw tergantung sama yang namanya obat, steroid itu, dan emg gw masih minum stiap hari, Tp buktinya apa, gw masih serin kambuh, walaupun ringan, cuma mengganggu aktivitas gw . Ya ,emang ternyata belom ada obatnya unutuk penyakt lupus itu. Cuma untuk menekan imun gw yg berlebihan, dan meredakan aja. Kapan brakirnya coba ? Sedangkan disaat2 ini gw pengen mrasa bahagia, seenggaknyabkaya dlu lah . Itu aja . :'(

Hari ini adalah hari ulang tahun mama yg ke 52 . :) Dan hari pertama gw  ngasih surprise kecil2an buat mama. Jadi ceritanya, gw berencana hari ini buat bangun 12 malem, cuma gw ngantuk dan kcapean, dan gw pikir2 juga ya kasian juga nyokap dibangunin jam 12 malem. Yaudah gw berencana bangun jam 4 aja , dan stelah gw bangun, dan gw masih beler banget, dan gw ngecek lagi bener ga sih ni hari ini ultah nyokap ? Haha. Dan stelah gw yakin, baru deh gw siapin kue yang gw beli, cuma kue bolu keju kecil sih , yang harganya murah juga, karena gw mikir sebagai simbol aja . Trus gw kasih lilin kecil2. Yaudah abis itu gw ke kamar nyokap dan bilang "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA", dan dia langsung terharu gitu,ckck. Dan emang baru pertama kali sih gw kasih surprise gitu ke nyokap. Dan memang sudah takdir, karna biasanya si adit itu beli kue, dan ternyata dia ga beli. Yaudah bagus dah :p Setelah itu kita berdoa dan foto deh ., saking kelamaannya , itu kue sampe angus .. haha Pokoknya gw slal...

Setelah sekian lama gw ga buka ni blog , dan bener2 mentup diri, serta ga share ke siapapun dengan apa yg terjadi dengan gw skarang. Rasanya enak, tenang, tp lama klamaan gw jadi ngrasa 'rejected' sama diri gw sendiri , dan orang lain .. Well, ini bukan masalah yang biasa . Masalah berat sangat berat yg ga mungkin bisa ditrima dgn mudahnya . Lupus, Kira2 akhir taun lalu, gw divonis lupus...dan itu sangat gila. Dan gw ga percaya skali.. dan gw pikir ah ini smua cuma main2, mana mungkin gw yang dulu sehat2 aja, dan slalu bangga karna gw ga pernah sakit parah , dan skarang gw harus trima keadaan itu. Bahkan sampe skarang pun gw ga percaya . Sebenernya gw udah divonis menderita anemia, ITP, sejak 2011. Karena pada waktu itu gw panas tinggi, dan trombosit gw cuma 11 ribu . Gw ga tau menau soal itu dan justru gw brsikap ga pduli soal itu.. Karna skali lg gw ga percaya gw menderita penyakit yang emng ga pernah gw bayangin dan jarang trjd sama org . ITP itu penyakit darah yang ...

Blake: It’s been a really, really messed up week Seven days of torture, seven days of bitter And my girlfriend went and cheated on me She’s a California dime, but it’s time for me to quit her La, la, la Ali:  Whatever Blake:  La, la, la It doesn't matter La, la, la Aylin : Oh well All:  La, la, la Aylin: We’re going at it tonight, tonight There’s a party on the rooftop, top of the world Tonight, tonight, and we’re dancing on the edge of the Hollywood sign Blake: I don’t know if I’ll make it Ali: But watch how good I'll fake it All: It's all right, all right, tonight, tonight Ali: I woke up with a strange tattoo Not sure how I got it, not a dollar in my pocket And it kinda looks just like you Mixed with Zach Galifianakis All:  La, la, la Blake:  Whatever All:  La, la, la Aylin:  It doesn't matter All:  La, la, la Ali:  Oh well All:  La, la, la We’re going at it tonight, tonight...

Aylin: Yellow diamonds in the light Ali: Now we're standin' side by side Lily: As your shadow crosses mine Shanna: What it takes to come alive Blake: It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny Michael: But I gotta let it go All: We found love in a hopeless place We found love in a hopeless place We found love in a hopeless place We found love in a hopeless place Blake: Shine a light through an open door Shanna: Open door! Aylin: Love and life I Lily & Michael: Will divide Ali: Turn away cause I need you more Blake: Need you more! Lily: Feel the heartbeat Lily & Michael: In my mi- Aylin & Shanna: -ind Ali & Blake: It's the way I'm feeling I just Aylin & Shanna: Can't de- Lily & Michael: -ny All: But I gotta let it go-o-o-o. We found love in a hopeless place We found love in a hopeless place We found love in a hopeless place We found love in a hopeless place Ali: Yellow diamonds i...

Blake: Rising up, back on the street Michael: Did my time, took my chances Abraham: Went the distance Now I'm back on my feet Aylin: Just a girl and her will to survive Lily Mae: So many times, it happens too fast Ali: You trade your passion for glory Shanna: Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past Blake: You must fight just to keep them alive Michael with contenders: It's the eye of the tiger It's the thrill of the fight Abraham with contenders: Risin' up to the challenge Of our rival Aylin with contenders: And the last known survivor Stalks his prey in the night Lily with contenders: And he's watching us all with the Eye of the tiger Ali: Face to face, out in the heat Shanna: Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry Blake: They stack the odds Still we take to the street Michael: For the kill with the skill to survive Abraham: It's the eye of the tiger It's the thrill of the fight Aylin: Risin' up to ...

Lily Mae: Now I've got a confession All Contenders:  Ha ha ha ha  Aylin:  When I was young I wanted attention All Contenders:  Ha ha ha ha Shanna:  And I promised myself that I'd do anything All Contenders:  Ha ha ha ha Nellie:  Anything at all for them to notice me All Contenders:  Ha ha ha ha Abraham (with other contenders):  But I ain't (complaining) We all wanna be (famous) Michael (with other contenders):  So go ahead and say what you (wanna say) Blake (with other contenders):  You don't know what its like to be (nameless) Want them to know what your (name is) Ali:  Cuz see when I was younger I would say Abraham and Lily Mae:  When I grow up I wanna be famous I wanna be a star I wanna be in movies Aylin and Michael:  When I grow up I wanna see the world Drive nice cars I wanna have groupies Shanna and Blake:  When I grow up Be on TV People know me Be on magazines Al...

Charlie: Hit me with your best shot Why don't you hit me with your best shot? Aylin: I'm gonna get ya', get ya', get ya', get ya' Charlie with the Contenders Hit me with your best shot Fire away! I'm gonna get ya', get ya', get ya', get ya' Aylin: One way or another, I'm gonna find ya' I'm gonna get ya', get ya', get ya', get ya' Aylin & Shanna: One way or another, I'm gonna win ya' I'll get ya'! I'll get ya'! Blake: Well, you're the real tough cookie with the long history Of breaking little hearts, like the one in me Nellie: That's OK, let's see how you do it Put up your dukes, Nellie & Blake: Let's get down to it! Ali & Contenders: Hit me with your best shot Why don't you hit me with your best shot? I'm gonna get ya', get ya', get ya', get ya' Hit me with your best shot Fire away! I'm gonna ge...

Shanna: My Milkshake brings all the boys to the yard And their like it's better than yours Lili: Damn right it's better than yours I could teach you But I have to charge ! Aylin: I know you want it The thing that makes me What the guys go crazy for Nellie: They lose their minds The way i whyne (I think it's time) Bleke: Oh...oh just shoot for the stars (la la la la la) If it feels right Then aim for my heart(la la la la la) Charlie: If you feel like (oooh) Can take me away, make it okay (la la la la la) I swear I'll behave (la la la) (mooooooves...like Jagger) (la la la) Mario: You wanted control So we waited I put on a show Now I make it Michael: You say I'm a kid My ego is big (moves like Jager) I don't give a shit and it goes like this(la la la la la) Shanna: I see your on it You want me to teach thee Techniques that freaks these boys Ali: It can't be bought (I've got the moves like Jagger) Just know ...

Nellie: When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone. Ali: When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on Charlie: Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries Blake: And everybody hurts sometimes.(hold on) Sometimes everything is wrong. Mario: Now it's time to sing along When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on) Tayler: If you feel like letting go, (hold on) When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on Michael: 'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends All: Everybody hurts. Shanna: Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand Lili: If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone Aylin: When you think you've had too much of this life, to hang on All: So hold on, hold on Hold on, (when you think you've had too much) hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on (when you think you've had too muc...

Charlie: I dont know where Im going But, I sure know where Ive been Michael: Hanging on the promises In songs of yesterday Mario: An Ive made up my mind, I aint wasting no more time Maxfield: But, here I go again yaeh Here I go again ooh Aylin: Tho I keep searching for an answer, ooh Dani: I never seem to find what Im looking for Nelli: Oh lord, I pray You give me strength to carry on Taryn: cos I know what it means ooh yeah Lili: To walk along the lonely street of dreams Blake: Im just another heart in need of rescue, Ali: Waiting on loves sweet charity Abraham: An Im gonna hold on For the rest of my days, Oh Tayler: cos I know what it means Shanna: To walk along the lonely street of dreams All: An here I go again on my own Goin down the only road Ive ever known, Like a drifter I was born to walk alone An Ive made up my mind I aint wasting no more time Shanna: Here I goooo All: An here I go again on my own Blake: Na ...

For Glee Project lovers, here's an information about The Glee Project 2 which has been aired from June 5 until August 14, 2012.  The Winner is   Blake Janner  and The Runner Ups are  Ali Stroker  and  Aylin Bayramoglu  . And here's the titles in every episodes as assignments for contestant of The Glee Project 2 : Titles :                The Final 14 Assignment : none Music Video :  The Edge of Glory    2. Individuality Assignment : Born This Way Music Video :  Here I Go Again    3. Dance-ability Assignment : We Got the Beat Music Video : Party Rock Anthem    4. Vulnerability Assignment : My Life Would Suck Without You Music Video :  Everybody Hurts    5. Sexuality Assignment : I Wanna Sex You Up Music Video : Moves Like Jagger / Milkshake    6. Adaptability Assignment : You Oughtta kn...